but if you wanted to
we could walk next to each other
into whatever is coming next.
Lady, what am I doing
With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood,
Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
I am going to rise better care of myself (emotionally and hygiene wise) I am going to go to bed early and not stay up reading or texting. I am going to do what I need to do when I need to. I am going to take better care of my friends and peers, be kinder and more understanding towards them. I will not be so vocal about my personal frustrations. I will wear clean ironed clothes and walk my dog in the morning. I’ll drink tea instead of coffee.